Saturday, August 29, 2009

Love

Reality stays
That this heart beat is alive

the pulse of love
to my goddess alive

slave to this
and bound I am
no matter what

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

love and truth

I think possibly

I'll be in love with you until kailai will exist.

roses

Follow the wind
and a bed will be
where roses are there
for you gentle feet

Soft  your spirit arise
and again at your door
a present

For you hands a touch
in the astral shall find
a rose at your feet

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I understand you

now more than ever .. I understand your life more than ever
and how you feel against me and ho you are. and I love you more for the anger you still feel and the disgust if still there. 
I did this to you I'm so sorry in realizing this and sorry for my bitterness,
And yes lots of words ... as opposite of none ... and facts in between..
But I understand now things then I didn't in you
...
Love

washing my hands

for the twisted side
to get straight

for what got bent
for what got dark

for this fire to get clean
for the fire that burns

for the distance that hurts
for all that I could but is not yet
anymore

in here cristal to be clear
and the paradise in my mind
to get real again

in you honor

tender heart and sweet soul
dedicated like a ring
precious like gold
and such a beauty

fiery and smart
sure tender like a flower

at times running like a shade

a true smile
in circle like a hug

grace in your heart
simple being
beauty

tiger and kitten
sexy soul

fire and earth
sweet emotional

stupid me and this rough hands

gentle lady
sweet creature

this for you

the rose princess

you rose princess
true fairy in spirit

sweet gentle
strong and fiery

queen indeed you are

me at dust 
far beated down

with all the swords on us
still I feel
still I know this too shall pass

impressed by this link
strong indeed and deep

this king shall rise
and happy the queen shall walk

rose princess I'll call
only from my eyes you are

and this wounds shall be
remembrance for me

I'm injured for now
my spirit thou
still as diamond is

for my rose princess
for my life
and my day
when the path is far

your smell

today I smelled you naked on  my couch
astrally present

my soul lit up

gratitude

for this love I feel

for this passion awaken

for our jewel

for this rage I feel at the idea of loosing you

for an inch of this I would be able to give to you

you would be the happiest woman on earth

for the same wave you would feel

you would know you are in communion

for this words to remind us what's there benieth the dust

Monday, August 10, 2009

all that I can think of

I miss you

I love you

I love you

The passion I have is the passion first was

Can't stop thinking about you

I miss you and long for you

I'm in Love and can't touch that

That is in my sky

day in day out.

If you would be here

I would eat you like a strawberry

I would sniff you like a rose

I would look at you like gold

I would touch you in awe

like the goddess you are

I would boost you and sooth

the wound I create

I would love you

I would on my knees at you feet

kiss slowly every inch of you body

I would ...

I would ...

I'm crazy about you

Always been and always will

longing for you

Every day
is a good day
everyday my heart flies
to reach out to you

Every day my soul travels
Longing for you

Every day my being reach out
trhough time and space
to you

At every corner I see you
At every other woman
I see you

And this longing lives
And this longing is

Every day when dawn breaks
I long for you

Every day when night sleeps
I lay beside you

Every day when sun rise
I long for your hair in my face
I long to see you live
reach out and touch
what my being is made to love

Sunday, August 9, 2009

have you back

today i wonder
and every day
what can be done
to have you back

I can let go
and not for fear

But because I know

I want you back
I want your touch

I want the sun again
with you under the skin

I wish to stand my arm on you
and then to hold
our jewel forever more

I wish some day to turn to white
to look right
and to see you white

For all this

a gift to you
Being there, each would be a gentle look
a caress a gentle touch
each would be a gesture
for each poem a form of love
a feet massage
a shoulder massage
head massage
each is my touch in the astral for you
form here that all I can

Being there

Being there all this love would be real like my hands
Being there all this words would be real like my breath
Being there all this heat would be real like my body

Being there all this passion would be real like the heart beat in us
Being there ... 
and you should wish it too
to make you crazy again
to make you happy

And to make him happy too

For all this to be so concrete like me being beside you again

words

Yes, words 
some say only words

I say from here starts the road
First the word the the hand

And so are these lines
Footsteps of what was and his
and will be

When my sky was clouded no more air
but now you see, lady? you see?

No more twists and no more weight
Light again as it was
as is me

Words, they start
ground the come
Love is
And love will give
same as these words
bricks and beds
roses and sweet gentle
tangible love
time is not on my side I know
but has to
I know
for all the slides
straight will be
And Love will
a ring be

And then who know
with you and him
A faboulos story 
for many eyes to read

May this wish fly high to the sun
so that a ray a seed will warm
for a new tree

Love

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Turning the wheel

In face of that turn
Shall this return

Oh lady, Oh joy

A word from you lights up my day
make me run like the wind

And to you I stay
To life a pray..

Attraction

If I would be the sun
If me would be pure light
and cosmic intelligence

Looking down at us
I would say
You stupid! You stupid! Pay!
That gold, that gold became lead!

If I would be the sun
If me would be more light
If in my powers the cosmos would move

Looking down at us
I would say
You Lady! Don't lie! Get angry and fly!
You Lady don't lie! That Love is the Love!

If I would be the sun and pure light
All knowing and seeing eyes
And in my powers all universe

Looking down at us
I would say
You boy... sweet gold, just pray.. stay in the sun
sunshine beauty, human they are
don't worry, boy, Love is there, they'll stay.

I know lady you have a sprout of a new life

I know deep down I know I belong to you
and you to me
when life will open again us
joy shall come

Lady I know
Lady I love

That too shall pass
Here too will stay

Love and Love
At your feet

Please come ..

Friday, August 7, 2009

the drop I see

The drop I see
the drop I feel
when you is me
and nowhere meets

For here I long
And that is gold

Non control
but sticked inside
like another heart
that is you

How can I live without
Bcause I have 3 hearts
No sword can cut what life has build

But if, for I dont hear, but If
Any of these Illusion is
may medicine come
may medicine come.

But deep as the soul
I know
3 hearts in my body
3 souls in my sky
Now and forever

And greatfull for this
Empty in this
Devoted to this
I walk.
In Love

...

Like water I miss you

Like air I miss him

there is a space inside that says "I know"

there is my gold, and empty I walk.

I feel you away

But Still I know. It's You, for me, it's you.

I'm 15 again, with a broken soul and an empty heart

I'm 35 and older, and I should know, life will move.

But deep as the blood, deep as him, I know

It's only you.

Damn me, It's only you.

For tens of men have left you roses

Me now on the line behind.

Strife so far, uphill so far.

Wonder when a lake will be, with me you and him

under the sun, pure and clean

that is when I close my eyes

in front of my mind eyes

Step by step a new me again

Down under, and all around

upside down building up.

Dragon my heart became for you

A cloud then sticked from those who saw

And  lick became hole

For now I'll do the 7th skyes

but simply here in a little cage

I walk my dreams

I build my path

and there only you.

And only here I know is you.

cherish

so i cherish in me those precious moments
who nourish my joy
little stars in my past,

I know you may already fly away

But so is strong my link to you
So is there proof of my Love

I understand I do
I hear I do

But here is different
and so I speak my love to you

At the end of the bend when non is no
still I have this pray within
another wish
for this fire to be

And maybe I speak this all to me
but here is the flame
and so is out

I know you I do
I know you I do
I Love you I do
I desire you I do
I want you I do

And so the anger
for life to be straight and gold
for you me and him
again.

This only I wish
This fire only stay
Undernieth all

Love

Thursday, August 6, 2009

blood deep

The link and your precence
Blood deep
You are me
He is me
Blood deep

Into my cells, your smell
lives
Under my skin you still are

He is forever us
Wish life has for us a new path

Shall this words keep the candle light
until it last

Shall it be life or not

Sure it is deep like blood

Still in circle picture of you
The best of us wild

Shall this rage move fast to ground
And a miracle a day
make it happen again

If in you still alive is a drop of us
For that I'll fight and drop to drop
My dream desire to find again
a lake for us
where I can sweep away the worse and past
to grow again new seeds of love breeze beauty

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Far

I know you may fly 
on other friends arms

I'm glad you smile light's up your sky

I'm here in the heat
and when you are
in this astral sky

And so I am a kid again
with this gentle lines

A spell you have
on my soul for you

A spell and a name
and in my heart it is you

Who would be a man
so fool
to stay in chain to this
crushed love
so that is me
no matter what
I'm still at you

And trhough that I see
my best again

Love

Love

Empty space and an ocean
the sprout of life in the underfrost

I feel you smile, I feel you good
under that sun

I'm glad

And the gentle trace of you here
still hold fire
and whisper light into my day

In our little pools of feelings
thee I bath
our own dimension
when that comes
here a drop of heaven
here a drop of you
here him again

When that comes my best starts
When that comes my engine starts
When that is my soul sings

Beauty baby
Love is here endless for you

Your beast

Sunday, August 2, 2009

miss

I miss your smile

I miss your smell

And your eyes when blue from the sun

I miss how you bend your lips when you upset

I miss you hairs when you are angry

I miss you walking all over me when I'm not at best

I miss the fire I have in me when you touch other friends

I miss how you move your hands when gentle you dedicate your heart to create

I miss you happy feet

I miss us 3 in bed

I miss your fury

I miss your face when scared

I miss your lough when a zip of wine makes you high

I miss you fashion doll

That's all

unconditional love

at the end of the day
that is what it is for me

yes I disrispected that truth, but 
when clear is clear and the distance helps
unconditional is the love

no matter the differences
no matter what it could fit better
unconditional is the love

even here
it is easy yes, when the claws aren't here
and the tiger is far

but in this I wonder new and old
how this sky can keep
what the soul asks

unconditional

even with a knife of my belly
shall this be me towards you