Friday, July 31, 2009

the words I never said

what I should have done
straight away
was to keep you
hug you love you
and make you happy
and I say
I need you
I need us 3

I still do

But now this words in this time
are just a whisper in the wind

I know
will stay here for some time
cannot stop this voice

and one day either will die
or will see the miracle.

For now is here
In saddness and warmth
in distance and unurished

So far I lost the fight with your work
So far that won upon us

So it goes
when 2 went 4
and now the storm is strong.

rewinding the movie

rewinding the movie
then I see what's worse can go
what's good can stay

so then I play the light of the 3rd star
wishing for the flow
to the good to move
playing the music low

so that when's good is good
gentle the breeze move
the crust away

then undernieth uncovered
the flower
listening to what's real
listening to what was said

and speaking in communion
without fear
without walls
for the sake of meeting
for a far intimacy
to play his ride

to my mind the borders I lowered
where the walls I pulled
to my soul what was eaten
was not digested

so I uncover the lesson
so I see the function
so I realize that
when I should have protected my love
I didnt
when I should have protected myself
I didnt

And then It comes the mirror you were
the love you are
In front of my eyes far form my hand
the seed of our love
proof of our union

And so I wish with all my soul
Shall a miracle come
for the unity to be
healthy and strong
me you and him

It seems odd
in the midst of a tragedy
It seems naive
But is deep

Even with you far and closed
the wish for the miracle
in the hands of existance
For if is good will be

And never I felt so strong
for a beeing.
Shall it be this cold hursh present
And this vast space
But Still my love warms

not lust but passion
Love in the face of all the shadows
in you in me
Love

Thursday, July 30, 2009

what can I do

to have peace again?

what can I do to calm the storm?

how this spiky path we are in can move into peace?

what is there to heal and sooth?

wrong advice

sometimes wrong advices
they look preatty

sometimes knifes look needed, while then
what matters is honesty 
what matters is comprehension
what matters is understanding

inside is clear

and sometimes you have to take the bitter path
sometimes look worthy
while all of a sudden
it becomes empty

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

draggin down and lifting up

Irama we can change our tides at will

we can twist the downhill in a split

I feel your hurt and feel the anger

I whisper to you, hear thou

let's stop the fight

let's make space for peace

for the sake of the time to come

for the sake of our lives

vengence is a mean mean

I pray to that door in your sky

beyond the walls and the swords

I pray to that spark to have space for peace

now not then


love

the muse

for this letter to be gold

and this words bricks

shall this be a house

shall this be wealth


the muse is here

the muse is far


shall this me gold

one day from today

shall this light grow bright

and this words be light


the muse was here

I hurted the muse


may the wind blow wild 

and the dust fly away

no matter which day

this words will say


my muse is you

the picture I hold

the trace I feel

no matter which smile

will step on my door

will step of your door


endless smiles from

other skies


still my muse is you

deeper than that

rarely I'll travel

and always I'll meet

my muse is you

the cherry

on the verge of collapse

when the last grip is the only string 

that holds life together


life gets bigger

the good gets better and

the picture of you lights up in my sky


when the wind blows on the past

and all that bad was worse

still the cherry is you


when the ocean and the mountains

are the bridge for an endless path

to reach what's worth living

to reach what's worth dying


then my heart rumbles

reminiscing the cherries

of what was

of what my heart still sings for


when what went bad in my hands

went worse

then I see my spirit rumble

and my spirit follow what present say


the cherry I ate

the cherry i shared

the cherry I hated

the cherry who choked me

the cherry I loved

That is you

From then to now

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

first

irama, 



I sat here today, looking for a rose


a piece of star in this grim sky


I found a drop in what was our cup


I cleaned the footprint of my unwashed hand


It was due, maybe late, but the cup is clean



I looked for a word a piece of star


for a smile and and candle light


cause beyond all is you


the queen I dishonor


cause beyond all


is me the departed king



In times like this a man looks up


for a time machine, a mean to fix


for all to be 


right again


In times like this, thou, a man can only take


the broken pieces of the greatest love


and make them seed for harvest to come



Walking tall in his tiny path to pay the due


and make it all up



Empty hands and a big heart


untamed spirit and a bended path



Irama you will walk


I will walk



In your flower that so I miss


life must have gentle again


her breeze and touch 


for it to breath



And the growth that all will move


shall it come to new and good



At your feet I leave this words of sand


that's all I have


At your feet I leave me again


naked and bruised but me again



The drawings you once fear


are the fire of light


The cloud has gone and so the mud


from this boots to be clean


for their path



Iramama


Sweet gentle spiky leather flower


This whispers shall light a candle to you


Out here in the cold between me and you


Out here in the storm of voices and ghosts


This is a present 


shall it never die?



If you may this crystal to pass


then as usual life will say


and then as usual we shall hear ......